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LOVE
Brishty
This
may sound strange to some people, but
I met my true
love online. One night, I was feeling kind of depressed, so I went
online to waste time. There I instant messaged a guy name Shaon. I
remember his screen name clearly in my heart, it was broken heart
8902. As usual, I introduced myself and he introduced himself. I was
doing most of the talk. For some reason, he was so different than
any other guy I talked online. After our first talk, I was so
anxious to talk to him again. But he never came online again. Then
one day I get a strange email in bangle, it was a long story about
something. I started to laugh when I saw that email. I did not read
it. Then he emailed me again and he was very emotional that I did
not take his email seriously. I felt bad but I didn’t say much.
Then one night I was studying for my exams but I took a break and
went online. There he was. We talked again.
This time I tested him and to my surprise I finally met someone who
is so different and unique. We talked on the phone for few minutes
because I wanted to hear his voice and when I heard his voice I felt
something that I cant describe. He is here by himself. Unlike other
Bengali guys who are here by himself, this guy spends most of his
time at home. Then that same night, we decided to meet some day and
scheduled that day to be Thursday at 10:00a.m. That morning I waited
for him but he never shoed up. I was very upset. I missed my class
that morning. Then I called him that day again after my psychology
class and sounded very mad. He said that he came but he could not
find my college. Anyway, I gave him the direction again and told him
to come at 4:10p.m. I
remember I was standing upstairs and saw him come in through the
revolving door. He looked at me quickly then went to the floor we
supposed to meet. I knew he would not recognize me because I sent
him a fake picture of me. Yeah, I was trying to be clever and test
the guy. This time I hesitated to meet him but after few minutes I
went to the 2nd floor and said hi to him. His eyes, his
face, his appearance everything was so simple. But there was sadness
on his face too. I knew
the reason why he was sad so I did not bother to ask again. I have
my parents here, my whole family, so I did not think I would
understand him as much as he wanted me to.
Then we left together to take train. It was 8:00 o’clock at
night, very dark, and he insisted to take me to the train station.
Then for so me reason, he got into the same train with me. We were
sitting next to each other silent. Then he got an orange out from
his beg. He split the orange in half and gave me but I refused.
Yeah, I am also one of those mean girl sometimes. Then he took one
piece out and gave me on my hand and I ate. I was very hungry
also.
After that day, we met couple of times. I used to tutor math, and he
used to wait for me after I finish my class. One day, we walked to
that same library and he told me to read a mail that he sends me. IN
that email, he said how he felt about me. After reading the mail, I
ignored the letter and tried to ignore him without any reason. I
guess I was afraid to fall in love. I did not want to get hurt. I
was skeptic. The only love that I believe stays forever is the
marriage love. Then one day I came out of the tutoring sessions and
that day changed my life. He took my hand and put it on his forehead
and told me that he loves me. I was so mad and I slapped him. And
tried to get out of but he was running after me. I told him to go
home. I don’t think I was that mad in my life. Then he stopped me
and told me fine that you can go home but lets have breakfast before
you go. I agreed. We went to near by café and he got some fruits. I
was so mad I could not even eat. Then he feeded me with a spoon.
After that I went home and thought about that day. I also loved him
inside but I did not wanted to admit it. I think he knew that
too.
We met after that weekend again and whenever I met him, I felt so
different and felt good. I could have spent my whole day with him if
I got that chance. I think I have fallen in love with him by seeing
how he liked to take care of me. I never told him I love him but we
both knew it in our heart. Then one day, I did say those three
special words, and from that moment I knew in my heart that our love
will stay forever until we both die, it does not matter how much
hardship we may go through. Life is full of happiness and sadness
and we both had our good days and bad days. Until this day, we are
still together. It been two years already and I have no doubt in my
mind to marry someone else than my sweet shaon.
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